Some People...
Mood:  irritated
...need to learn how NOT to bad-mouth other people when they have no control over what happens to them. Case in point, Vicki in kids, at kohl's. The lovely, and tolerant Olivera in kids was working last night with Vicki, but kohl's just isn't kohl's without some kind of hassle occuring within the night, this night.. the cosmetics girl goes home early sick. Because cosmetics cannot be left alone for ANY reason, they pull one of the people from a smaller, easier department to cover for the sick girl. This girl was Olivera, since kids is a easy enough department to handle unlike Juniors or Misses, or even Mens which can get out of control, and almost impossible to recover from. Buuut, that left Vicki alone in kids, and she did not like that idea one bit. So, since Vicki is the way she is, what did she do? Get so pissed, she refused to do girls (until she eventually HAD to) and bad-mouthed Olivera all night to anyone who would listen to her. Things like "I never could stand her." "She's a bitch" etc etc, things along those lines. Well, of course this all gets back to Olivera who is confused and hurt that Vicki would be so cruel when she had no choice in leaving kids to cover for cosmetics. Sometimes I think Vicki should be looking into a mirror when she decides to open her mouth and degrade the people around her. I may be the Ever Sad One, but Vicki should have a title of Ever Malevolent One.

Oh, and I found out why I've been so irate lately. I -hate- being a girl. >.<

The second drama of the night, is a certain somebody *glances at the readers* went to the exact opposite extreme and avoided me for the entire night. Considering I was panicking and near tears, I welcomed the solitude with wide-open arms. I think I either would have snapped completely off my hinge, or broken down into chest raking sobs if I was asked "Are you ok?" by anyone that night. ( I hate to admit that I did go home and struggled not to cry myself to sleep because I felt so horrible about how the night went. Misses and me is not a good combination.) And I will admit I came off really harsh, and borderline cruel and I do regret my actions but my feelings on the matter haven't really changed. I just wish some restraint, tact, and respect would be used more often. Those who know me best, know that I am an insanely private person, and only offer information willingly or not at all, and I absolutely find it pointless to hold on meaningless conversations especially early in the morning when all I want to do is be alone and get through school without being pestered, or apologised to, or attempted to be picked apart. I am sorry for the harsh words I have said, but you said it yourself; you're clingy. *sighs softly*

Damn Vicki. Olivera is wonderful. She's got something called.. oh, I don't know.. Personality.

*blows air out of her mouth lazily, letting her lips make raspberry noises*

Man, I am a peice of work.

Dave Mathews Band

The world is blowing up
The world is caving in
The world has lost her way again
But you are here with me
But you are here with me
Makes it ok

I hear you still talk to me
As if you're sitting in that dusty chair
Makes the hours easier to bare
I know despite the years alone
I'll always listen to you sing your sweet song
And if it's all the same to you

I love you oh so well
Like a kid loves candy and fresh snow
I love you oh so well
Enough to fill up heaven overflow and fill hell
Love you oh so well

And it's cold and darkness falls
It's as if you're in the next room so alive
I could swear I hear you singing to me

I love you oh so well
Like a kid loves candy and fresh snow
I love you oh so well
Enough to fill up heaven overflow and fill hell
Love you oh so well

The world is blowing up
The world is caving in
The world has lost her way again
But you are here with me
But you are here with me
Makes it ok
Oh girl you are singing to me still
Like a kid loves candy and fresh snow
I love you oh so well
Enough to fill up heaven overflow and fill hell
Love you oh so well

<3 to you, my onli. *smiles*