Boredom makes you do crazy things.
Mood:  spacey
Gaah, work it so throwing me way off schedule. I woke up and was late for work by like an hour. Except, the manager told me last night I didn't start until 3, so.. I was misinformed. *slurps some coca-cola* Ah.. carbonated deliciousness.

Lately I've been pondering how my life would be if I did indeed join the Navy like I had planned last year. I would have been enlisted for about a year and some odd months if I would have actually followed through with it. I wonder how buff I would have been, hehe. Some times I think deciding not to go wasn't the best idea, but actually considering going wasn't the greatest either. It would have seriously developed my character, and made me more able to not be pushed around by ignorant people. Buut, I would have missed out on my roadtrip, missed out on meeting my new friends, and re-newing old friendships, missed out on my car, my laptop, my photography class.

Speaking of classes. I did good! Two B's and a C! And I only got the C because I BS'd the big research paper at the end of the class, and missed a test because of a doctors visit. And I doubt I got higher than a C on the final test, since I didn't study for shit. Heh.

Random quotes:

"You guys don't get paid enough for the shit you gotta clean up."

"If you drink too much, you get some wierd disease. If you smoke too much, you get some wierd disease. If you have too much sex, you get some wierd disease. Do you think this is nature's way of saying 'Hey, you're an idiot.'?"

"Stupidity is not a crime, so I guess you're free to go."

Girl 1: If your boyfriend can go a whole week without trying to get into your pants, it means he really likes you. If he can't, it means he really likes sex. Oh yea, It has to be a week where he sees you nearly every day, you cheaters.
Girl 2: But all guys really like sex.
Girl 1: Yes, but there's a big difference between "girlfriend" and "fucktoy".
Girl 3: How do you know you're a fucktoy?
Girl 1: When you realize the only good thing in the relationship is the sex.
Girl 3: Fuck! I need a new boyfriend.

"Sadie, you have to be one of the craziest people I know. But then again, thats a big reason why I like you."

"Joo're ebil >.<"

"I'm too lazy to finish this sen"

me: Hi, did you need help?
customer: Oh, no. You're the one who needs help.
me: heh, thanks.
customer: try not to get lost in that pile of clothes now.

me: I slept until 2pm somehow.
stacey: That was my fault, I drugged you.
me: I thought I saw you in my yard, I just thought I was tired.
stacey: nope, that was me.
me: you're a trouble maker.
stacey: yea, I try.
me: stay out of my yard!

me: Beth, I cherish these moments when you're zoning the juniors tables, and insulting me.
Beth: Aw, you're so sweet.
me: yea, it makes me feel all tingly inside.
Beth: *laughs*

"We should just gather up all the crap on the floor into a big bag, and put it on hold."

"I'm -so- going to name my kid foxhound dynamite."

"I don't know how I got pregnant. I mean, I used both the condoms and pregnancy tests I got from the dollar store."

peggy: Uhm, I don't know if I should seriously put this item on hold for the customer who called.
anne: Why not?
peggy: When I asked what name to hold it under they said *spelling it out* h-i-s-c-o-c-k. I asked her to repeate it, and she spelled it out again.
anne: *laughs* ask Ms. Boss lady.
peggy: Hey Ms. Boss lady, should I put this item on hold for the customer? *explains the call again*
josie: ...*gasp* Oh, my. Uh, go ahead and put it on hold. If you don't it could be just my luck that this person comes in and complains that their item wasn't held for them.
*anne and peggy go off, josie looks to me*
josie: heh, did you see the lightbulb go off on top my head when she spelled it out?
me: hehe, yea.
josie: lets just hope that it really was a prank call though.

me: so, what time do you get to go home today?
jeff: five
me: you suck. What time did you start?
jeff: 9:45
me: oh, ok you can go home at five then.
jeff: oh wow, thank you. I'm going to be sore though, I'm not used to standing up for so long.
me: oh?
jeff: yea, I'm used to sitting down and not doing anything.

"Sorry doesn't make my department pretty."

Brian: You want some ice cream?
Stewie: No.
Brian: You want some McDonalds?
Stewie: No.
Brian: You want to take a dump in Mother Maggie's shoes?
Stewie: Yeah.
Brian: Okay, let's go and take a dump in Mother Maggie's shoes.

Mood:  caffeinated
Need more caffeine! I worked friday night till 2am, saturday night till 2am, and today at 7:30am. Waking up was hard! My boss kept going "Sadie, wake up!! You act like you closed last ni... oh, you did.. didn't you?" hehe. Not exactly her exact words but pretty close to it.

I'm bored and I don't know what else to type out. So.. going to torment the kitty. Update later.

Mood:  silly
Went to Gurnee Mills with Ashley. The guy at sbarro gave me this massive slice of pizza, and I was like "How the hell am I supposed to eat this thing?!" Needless to say, I didn't finish it.

I'm already planning all these resolutions for New Year's. 2005 should be a very good year. Starting over is a wonderful thing.

Oh oh look! Jeremy had another quizy thingy questionaire. Fun time!

YOUR LIFE____
[x] they call me: Lori
[x] also: Sadie, Bunny, Bunneh, Ever Sad One, Balls, Sadster, Sads, Sadelicious, Lor Dawg, Lolly, sweetie, sadiebun, bunbun, curly sue.. and there are probably more that I have forgotten.
[x] sex: female
[x] my first breath of air: July 27th, 1985
[x] age: 19
[x] status: Amused
[x] occupation: Retail Associate
[x] nationality: Polish and Mexican, split down the middle.
[x] best homegirl[s]: Mary (since birth, practically)

____REWIND____
[x] most memorable memory: Lovely car ride in a purty white alero.
[x] worst?: Finding out people I once respected are not respectable.
[x] first word uttered: Parents can't remember.
[x] first bestfriend ever!?: Mary, duh.

____FAST FORWARD____
[x] college planning to go: I'm enrolled in a community college.
[x] wedding: uh, -IF- it so should occur, it'll be my style and memorable.
[x] children: maybe...
[x] looking forward to Christmas: Never really liked christmas, and I'm too poor this year for any decent gifts.
[x] NOT looking forward to: Finding out things I don't want to know, again.

____PLAY____
[x] feeling: groggy-ish, yet hyper
[x] Listening: Dream Theater
[x] Talking: nope
[x] doing: This, you silly question asker.
[x] craving: a cuddle
[x] thinking of: getting a soda
[x] hating: Those who play the victim when they caused the problem.

____LOVE?____
[x] love is: Something that is too overused, and terribly undermeant yet still manages to find a way to co-exist in this chaotic world. To truly find it, is to accept and understand all its flaws, and make your own definition to keep it sacred.
[x] first love: was a birdy
[x] current love: is one of my best friends.
[x] love or lust?: Both are good, if used with extreme caution.
[x] best love song: 311 - Love Song, & the Jack off Jill version as well
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: No, unless you say there are different degrees of love. But no, you can only truly love one person, anymore than that would mean you are not loving truly with your whole heart. You cannot share a heart, it is eternally unfair to everyone involved.
[x] when love hurts, you: Cry, and release the pain with chocolate.
[x] true or false - all you need is love: Only if it proves true.
[x] have you ever been in love?: yes
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight? Hm, No. I believe it's more lust at first sight than real love.

____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[x] turn ons: nice, friendly, funny, fun to be with, able to be comfortable around, deviously evil-cute.
[x] turn offs: immaturity, whoreish personality, liars, egotistical, clingy to annoying degrees.
[x] does your parents' opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: Not necessarily, but I am curious what they would think.
[x] what kinda hair style?: what ever looks good on that person
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: Hug me, cuddle me, and be there. Oh, and I have to like you in order for you to accomplish such.
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: School, work, mall.. and through other friends.
[x] are you the type of person to ask for numbers?: Nope, I don't need numbers.

____PICKY PICKY____
[x] dog or cat: Ooh, tough. I have both, and love both equally.
[x] short or long hair: shoulder length, layered to a degree.
[x] innie or outie: Innie
[x] sunshine or rain: Depends on my mood
[x] moon or sun: Moon
[x] basketball or football: I Don't Like Sports, hehe.
[x] righty or lefty: Righty
[x] hugs or kisses: Both together! Why settle?
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x] bf/gf or best friend: uh, Both together! Heh but seriously...I have no clue.
[x] tv or radio: TV
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: Gloria Jeans
[x] mc donalds or burger king: McDonalds
[x] summer or winter: winter
[x] written letters or e-mails: uh, Emails are easier to get and do.
[x] playstation or nintendo: Uh, computer.
[x] disney or nickelodeon: Disney
[x] car or motorcycle: Car
[x] house party or club: House party
[x] sing or dance: Sing
[x] freak or slow dance: Slow dance.. maybe.
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: Aim
[x] google or ask jeeves?: Google

Awaiting the new year.
Mood:  chillin'
I cannot wait for the start of the new year. Begining anew with a new life, and better judgement.

Speaking of new things, my brother has a new girlfriend.. or something along those lines. I dunno how long its been going on, or even how close they are, but apparently they've been hanging out for over a month if I had to guess. I've seen them together, and I can tell he likes her. My mom even said he told her (my mom) that he liked this girl. Even seen his car in her driveway. He can't deny that, you could tell it was his car from a mile away. Custom Mini. I like this girl, she's very nice and very pretty. She has a great sense of humor and she's alot closer to his age. She has to at least be 21. I'm hoping this one goes well, I think she's great.

Whoo, I am a busy person lately. I work nearly everyday, and when I am not working my schedule is filled with people who want to hang out. I'm totally psyched!

Monday I got out of work at like 7ish, and bumped into a friends girlfriend Heather. We went out to dinner and a few stores, and got coffee. Chatted and just had a ton of fun, and we are definately going to hang out again. We found out we had so much in common, its actually scary. On Tuesday I went with Audra and her cousin to winterfest down at Navy Pier. After getting hit by what we believed to be a drunk driver. He was driving a nice, shiney BMW and not a scratch on it! Unfortunately, Audra's cousins car now has wings on its bumper. heh. We were more interested in seeing santa and taking our picture with him. We believe santa was a cop underneath all that red and white. He told us specifically what to do after finding out we were hit just recently. Santa-Cop, hehehe.

Yesterday I was invited to go bowling with some girls from work, but by the time Danielle called me the place would have closed by 12, and she didnt have time to get her boyfriend and meet me there. So we figured it wouldnt be worth it to try. Definately will find time to go and hang out with her though. Me and lily need to hang out again since our plans for Tuesday afternoon fell through because she had to go help her sister, or something. I still need to give her the pictures I made for her in my photography class. And tonight, unless plans change, me and Ashley are going to hang out. Probably do the usual: Mall, driving, Oh OH! Crazy nickles is re-opened!! We are so totally going there!!!

Speaking of, she just called. I'm still bumming in my pj's so I'm going to go get dressed. I'll update again later tonight. :)

Mood:  flirty
Weeee! It's going to be a good day. Song for you, cause I'm lazy.

Nazi Halo - Jack off Jill
Take a souvenir and stop your staring
Just cause I'm screaming
Don't mean I'm sharing
Can't keep my mouth shut
if you keep that dress on
You can't negotiate
Not with me this time

you go so low
your fagg*t rainbow
your Nazi Halo
won't save you this time

Bring your IQ and try to understand
Just cause I'm listening
Don't mean we're still friends
Can't fix my problem
You crossed a thin line
You can't just work it out
not with me this time

you go so low
your fagg*t rainbow
your junkie ego
won't save you this time
(x2)

You're so predictable no shadow of doubt
when you are suffering know who sold you out
fuck your opinions
fuck your lack of spine
When you are miserable
Know that I'm just fine

you go so low
your fagg*t rainbow
your junkie ego
won't save you this time
(x3)

I'm on a managers bad side...
Mood:  irritated
...or so it seems. She's been very snappy/pissy with me for the past week now. And tonight she nit-picked my zone apart. "Yelled" at me too, if you can call it yelling, which I do... cause I'm sensitive like that. But apparently I'm not the only one (even some hardliners were upset with her) who's getting her feathers ruffled. She needs a chill pill, that will hopefully make her be unbiased as well.

Today, or yesterday rather to be technical, I helped my mom and niece decorate some gingerbread things. Men, women, trees, stars, candy canes... all out of gingerbread. My niece was upset that mine looked nicer, until my parents told her that her's were the prettiest to calm her. Guess she can't handle a little competition :P.

Irritability levels have increased over the week too. I feel tired, and I either sleep too much or too little. I can never win. Hopefully, within a month things with improve as I've been told they will. One can only hope.

My hotmail account put a very special email in the junk folder and I almost deleted it. *shakes a fist at hotmail* Hopefully it will not do that again. Emails are my friends.

I'd add another song for filler, but I'll save that for a night when I have absolutely nothing to say. I'm still listening to underjoyed though, among other similar songs.

<3 to drackie, things'll improve for us both.

~Sadie

Mood:  lazy
Vannesa Carlton - Rinse

She'd do anything to sparkle in his eyes
She would suffer, she would fight and compromise
She's been wishing on the stars that shine so bright
For answers to questions that will haunt her tonight.

She must rinse, this all away
She can't hold, him his way
She must rinse, this all away
She can't love him.... this way.

How she'd be soothed
How she'd be saved, if he could see
She needs to be held in his arms to be free.
But everything happens for reasons that she will never understand.
Till she knows that the heart of a woman will never be found in the arms of a man.

She must rinse this all away
She can't hold anybody this way
She must rinse this all away
She can't love him.

And as she runs away
She fears she might be followed.
What could be worse than leaving something behind.
And as the depth of ocean slowly become shallow
It's loneliness she finds.
If only he was mine.

She'd do anything to sparkle in his eyes
She would suffer, she would fight and compromise.
She's been wishing on the stars that shine so bright
For answers to questions that will haunt her tonight.

She must rinse him.
She must rinse him.
She can't rinse him.
She can't rinse him.
She can't, she wont, she must rinse him.
She can't, she wont, she must rinse him.
She must rinse this all away.
She can't hold him this way.
She must rinse this all away.

She can't love him, this way.

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Yea, I'm a lazy butt. Two more days left of school, last day is testing. I wrote out the lyrics to this lovely song for you, which.. technically, is not a lazy thing to do. Just takes less thinking. And as an added bonus, another song!

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Underjoyed - Jack Off Jill

The doctor released me
A case of underjoyed.
No lack of nutritious
Something I can't avoid
No mental condition
Maybe I'm paranoid
Or maybe...

Maybe I'm just bored
I'm just damn bored.
I'm just damn bored.
I'm just daaaamn, bored.

An old friend convinced me
That he was underjoyed.
He never caused friction
His ego he destroyed
He made a decision
He jumped into the void
Or maybe...

Maybe he's just bored.
He's just damn bored.
He's just damn bored.
He's just daaaamn bored.

Drown your fears in alcohol
Everybody slips and falls
Choke on every dream you ever had.
Drown your fears in alcohol
Everybody slips and falls
Choke on every dream you ever had.

Keep yourself in sex degrees
No one ever comforts me
Why should they bother when I'm alone
And I'm so damn bored

I am so bored
I am so bored
I am so bored
I am so
No No No Now
Bored
I am so bored
I am so bored
I'm so damned
That keeps me underjoyed

Mood:  energetic
It's been a good day.

I found out, that my photography final was actually today. I think I did well considering I wasn't ready to take it today. I turned in all of my six matted prints in near perfection so I am hoping to have done a decent job to get a good grade! Tomorrow I have to skip my Geology class, and I hope that my teacher remembers that I have to skip it for my doctors appointment. I hope to do decently in that class as well.

Recently, I've been talking to an old friend of mine. There were issues involved, and I was mad, or something... but since I can't remember or have a valid reason for ever really being mad, that maybe there was no problem at all. Just alot of drama between our 'then' circle of friends. Drama, we can never escape it.

Anyway, She came over and we went to the mall. We went to Libby Lu and made our own showergel, perfume, and body shimmer!! Yes, we know that store is for little cutsie girls, but.. uh.. Did I mention I bought cotton candy scented perfume? I did! I love it! ^-^
We made plans to go back to the mall to the "paint your own ceramic thingymabob" store and paint our own thingymabobs. I missed hanging out with her, she's so awesome! Oh, oh oh! Libby Lu had this little jewelry box that said "My box of bling" and it was pink and black and fuzzy!

Mmm, cotton candy...

Mood:  caffeinated
Whelp, I went to work, I worked, got asked to stay later.. and I refused! Ha! Take that you... retail slave drivers! *giggles*

My geology class was cancelled today, 4th or 5th time already. I don't really mind that except for the fact that its finals week, and we could have used this class to uh, Study! Ah well. Tomorrow I get to develop my photoprints and mat them, then turn them in for the final grade. I'm excited.

Oh yea, Philosophy paper? Did it, turned it in, fearing the grade. I'm a total bullshitter, and if by chance I get higher than a C on this paper... I'll be one happy, gloating bunny.


<3 to my wonderful "other half".

Current Ringtone; 311 - Love Song

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again.
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again.

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again.
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again.

However far away, I will always love you.
However long I stay, I will always love you.
Whatever words I say, I will always love you.
I will always love you.

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again.
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like am clean again.

However far away, I will always love you.
However long I stay, I will always love you.
Whatever words I say, I will always love you.
I will always love you. <3

Mood:  a-ok
Worked again until midnight, but since the store was -so dead- the manager let us out a little before midnight. I got home like five after, and it was bliss. Went up to my room to sleep, and tossed and turned for what felt like all night. Finally I got sick of tossing and checked my watch... 5:30! That sucked cause it meant I only had a half hour to actually sleep. Well, maybe a little more so long as I was out of the house by ten to 7.

Best comment of last night. "Sadie has been just awesome tonight!" Oh, yea. I'm the coolest. >>

I only work like.. 4 hours tonight, not so bad. Maybe I'll get to sleep more!

Maybe I'll update more after work, as well.