I'd tell you about an ex-friend of mine...
Mood:  lazy
...but it's not worth the effort.

I just wish she'd leave me alone sometimes. I know she's still silently stalking me, she has to be. She's probably more curious than I am. In fact, she's probably reading this blog of mine. She's "so sorry" and "will always care" blah blah Bullshit. If that were remotely true, she wouldn't have done -any- of the skeezy things she's done. Ok, I'm done. No more. She's not worth any of my time. She's already stolen enough for her selfishness.

New Topic.

I found the old jokes and letters that my brothers ex Roberta sent me. She always "took care" of me, and taught me all kinds of things. Sometimes things I never wanted to know about. I miss her, and deep down, I know she was the love of my brothers life thusfar. A little off her hinge, but then again.. so are all of his girlfriends. I just hope my brother watches himself, or he'll wind up with another kid. With his current "girlfriend" it wouldn't surprise me in the least bit.

So tonight was the mini-dinner party for Vitorrio. He quit Kohl's and today was his last time working, so we all went to TGIFriday's and had a blast. He's free now! As free as the wind blows, teehee. He starts work at Barnes and Nobles on sunday, and we've all agreed to go and harrass him at the mini-starbucks cafe he'll be at. Also, if Kohl's doesn't start playing their cards right, they might lose 3 more associates before summertime. Myself included >>. I mean, it's not really a bad job, and the co-workers are wonderful for the most part, it's just that the managers are too biased, bitter, and relentless. They bitch about how they don't have enough workers, then when they have the workers they don't give them hours, and are the sole reason why no one stays around for more than a few months at absolute most. Every now and then we get an odd exception. I was an exception. Anywho, after friday's we went to Melissa's house and played DDR until 2am, then decided it might be best if we all went back to our homes before our parents called the cops and filed missing person reports.

Now it's 3am, and I am not the least bit tired. I think I'm secretly waiting for Mine to message me. He's probably long asleep though. But you know what, I'll tell you a secret... *darts her eyes around suspiciously*... I love him. <3 Ok ok, it's not really much of a secret to those who know me best. But in him I have found something that is truly rare, and no one else can even claim to have even half of what we share.

Ok, going to bed now. But lastly, a song for you!

My Way - Limp Bizkit

special
you think your special
you do
I can see it in your eyes
I can see it when you laugh at me
look down on me and, walk around on me
just one more fight about your leadership
and I will straight up leave your shit
cause I've had enough of this and now I'm pissed (yeah)
this time I'm a let it all come out
this time I'm a stand up and shout
I'm a do things my way,
it's my way
my way or the highway
this time i'm a let it all come out
this time i'm a stand up and shout
i'm a do things my way,
it's my way
my way or the highway
just one more fight about a lotta things
and i will give up everything to be on my own again, free again
this time I'm a let it all come out
this time I'm a stand up and shout
I'm a do things my way,
it's my way
my way or the highway
this time I'm a let it all come out
this time I'm a stand up and shout
I'm a do things my way,
it's my way
my way or the highway
someday you'll see things my way cause you never know,
no ya never know when your gonna go
someday you'll see things my way cause you never know,
no ya never know when your gonna go
just one more fight and i'll be history
yes i will straight up leave your shit
and you'll be the one who's left missing me (yeah)
this time I'm a let it all come out
this time I'm a stand up and shout
I'm a do things my way,
it's my way
my way or the highway
this time I'm a let it all come out
this time I'm a stand up and shout
I'm a do things my way,
it's my way
my way or the highway
someday you'll see things my way
cause you never know,
when ya never know when your gonna go
someday you'll see things my way
cause you never know,
when ya never know